Do you find yourself wondering if God really exists? Do you ever wonder how or if you can meet God? First, I want to assure you that you are not alone. We all wonder. We all doubt. We all struggle with skepticism. Doubt and faith are not opposites. In fact, doubt and skepticism can be great helps to us as we grow in our faith. So, embrace your doubts. Press into them. Struggle with them.
If you are struggling with the existence of God, you need to put yourself in the right place to encounter God. You will not find God by reading a book on theology. You won’t find God by exploring the most subtle and complex of philosophies. God is more than a theory or an idea.
To find God, it helps to know a few things about God. God is love. God is generous, compassionate and loving. If you want to meet God, be generous. Be compassionate. Serve the hungry and the suffering, the widow and the orphan, the prisoner and the outcast. There is no proof for the existence of God, but you can experience God.
By being generous, compassionate and loving ourselves, we open our hearts to encounter God. In the faces and the hearts of those whom we love and those whom we serve, we will meet God.
That’s why church is such a great place for your doubts and your skepticism. If you want to grapple with your skepticism, this is the place. This is the place where you will find others who want to encounter God. This is the place where you will find the support of a loving community that will help you experience God.
Your brother in Christ,
The Rev. David Marshall
I would like to start a conversation about service times. I don’t have any plans to change anything right now, but lately I have been wondering, and asking people, what time is best for our main Sunday Worship? We currently have a service at the Chapel at 8:00am and our main service at 9:30 at St. Dunstan’s. The reasons for this are historical. There used to be three services: 7:30 (uhg!) at the chapel, 9:15 at St. Dunstan’s, and 11:00 back at the Chapel. Over the years the 11:00 service attendance dwindled and eventually, the decision was made to go to two services – one at 8:00 and one at 10:00 – but that was just too big a change for some, so the time was set at 9:30 instead. Now, years later, I want to ask, is 9:30 the best time for our main service? Most other churches have their main service at 10:00, 10:30 or even at 11:00.
Let’s look at some of the “pro’s and con’s” of moving the service to 10:00 or 10:30.
- We would have time for Christian Formation activities between the services.
- We could have adult programs (Bible study, Christian Education groups, etc.) and/or Sunday School classes before the main service.
- We would have time for occasional rehearsals for acolytes, ushers, Eucharistic Ministers, readers and other participants in worship.
- You wouldn’t have to get up as early to get to Church.
- Change is upsetting. It just is. That’s part of being human.
- Our schedules are already built around coming to Church at 9:30.
- The earlier start gets us out earlier.
What do you think?
In times of tragedy, we are so blessed to have the love of God, the Father Almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, of all that is, seen and unseen. We are so fortunate to be the adopted children of this Creator God who is working even now to perfect creation by filling every living thing with God’s Spirit of Love. Along with this blessing and good fortune, we are called to be Christ’s heart and hands in the world.
The devastation in Haiti this week is beyond comprehension. The tragic loss of life, on top of the existing poverty of that nation, is too much to take in or to understand. When the earth shakes and knocks down buildings, killing people and destroying their homes and their work and their safety, we are so fortunate to have the love of the Creator God, who sends us forth into this dangerous world to make his love known.
We have to trust that God is present even in these worst of times. We need God now more than ever. Our mission, as God’s people, sent forth to make God’s love known, is more important now than ever. So we will pray for the people of Haiti and we will send money to the organizations that are best able to deliver relief. That’s what it means, right now, to be Christ’s heart and hands in the world.
Your brother in Christ,
The Rev. David Marshall
I am taking the St. Dunstan’s Weekly Message to a new level this week. Each of my articles will have a link to this blog where you can respond to the article with ideas, reactions, questions, or stories of your own.
This is a public dialogue. Everyone will be able to see what you write. If you want to respond privately, you can reply to the weekly message email or send an email directly to me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
I’m looking forward to our mutual exploration of faith. May God’s blessing be with you always.
Yours in Christ,